(Transcribed from 5:59 to end)
For the longest,
I thought I was worthless
That I was nothing but an insignificant means for people to let out their frustrations on
A punching bag
An easy target
Because my kindness and my big heart is mistaken for weakness in this world
And we are socially conditioned to see it as weakness
And emotion
But it’s the fine arts that stretches the boundaries of that
Of everything
And that is who I am
Yes!
I will defy society whichever way I can
And I will be the loneliest man in the world if it meant that I can just be myself
And I lie here at three in the morning
After my guided meditation
After my trip to the spiritual realm
And I lay here in my bed
And I don’t see it as half the bed being filled
I see it as more space for me
More comfort for me
And the Law of Attraction,
I’ve been ignoring,
Like I said
But no more!
Because whatever I want and whatever I desire can be obtainable if I just change my mindset
It all starts there
And to be grateful for the things I want,
Even if I don’t have it right now
But that the things that I want are en route
That they are coming
If I can just imagine myself already in riches and in love again
Where I don’t have to worry about bills
And debt
Or loneliness
I will never feel alone again
And I don’t feel alone because I tell myself I am not alone
And I am not poor because I tell myself I’m not poor
there are people far off worse than me
And there are people better than me…
…in one aspect or another
I feel like we’re just in between two ultimate extremes
And I’m okay being average
Because I am the best at being myself
And I will find a way through this
Being completely honest with myself right now
I want you all to see this
To feel this
I hope to God that you’ll be understood
That I’ll be understood
That we can live in a world where we’re understood
No matter how vulgar
Or how obscene
Or how inappropriate
My feelings or how I convey my feelings and emotions
It’s who I am
And everything I say and do and think can be relatable to another human being
Anything a human can create,
Another can understand it
That way, I’m not alone
I tell myself I am not alone because I am not alone
I’m here with you all
On Earth
We’re all human
We’re all the same species
I am with you
And you are with me
With every breath I take
[deep breath]