Major Arcana: Justice

S.S.

Dedicated to my therapist

I never had the chance to thank you

For saving me from myself

I liked the shadow he casted

But the shade never lasted

I knew of his crimes

Intuition I denied

I felt like my duty was to fix his stoic

But it wasn’t my job to be a mechanic

I never had the chance to thank you

For saving me from myself

I cried my face off in your office

Memories resonated of his last kiss

And when the lights started to get dim

You opened all the windows up and let it in

Sometimes it feels like it’s about to end

Before you remind me it’s all about to begin

I never had the chance to thank you 

For saving me from myself

Major Arcana: Wheel of Fortune

“Pain and pleasure are synonymous,

Whether you’re on the top or the bottom.

We all yearn to live.

We all yearn to die.

Your dark world aches for that splash of the Sun.

Your silent world desires that beat of the drum.

That melancholy nostalgia drowned out by growing pains,

But nothing lasts forever.

Life is too short to even care at all

Yet you seek a solution that you should have found by now,

As if the world owes you anything for breathing air

That we all share!”