Its easier to be evil than it is to be good. Just like its easier to make a mess than it is to clean it. I could easily think about a negative thought repeatedly to make myself angry. Its harder to be positive. I could easily push people away by merely telling them malicious things i have done in the past or to tell them traumatic events i have survived. Its harder to make people stay. Its easier to be a sociopath than to be too trusting of others. Its hard to face the truth. It may be harder to be a good person but its so much more rewarding. If I remained destroying myself, i would be homeless, lonely, lost, and hopeless. We need loved ones in our lives. I have morbid trust issues but now i know i must confide in others to establish a healthy state of mind. Have a wonderful day, my fallen angels!